Sad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Add Math disappointed me OR I disappointed Add Math  ?

Sorry, but I don't care how rude of this word, on this second I should say WHAT THE FUCK !!!

I slept around 4a.m.

I chat with Evelyn until 4a.m -.-

Do you know why and how we start to chat?

Erhmmm...

Story began~ 

11p.m +++  My phone rang, huh? "What's the time now" I asked myself. Hey, is Malvin. Do you guys know why he called me? It's because he wanna asked me past year add math paper's answer, but teacher haven't finished discuss. He found that I did wrong some of those question so he called Evelyn and told her i'm in trouble then Evelyn called me. This was  the reason why we chat. Evelyn called me for one and the half hours then take turn I called her for one and the half hours too. Me and Evelyn keep discussed some add math question until 4a.m. Evelyn kept said she very hungry but I answered her nothing. sorry, because i don't know what to do. I asked her go find something to eat, she replied nothing to eat, helpfulness.

The day after this.

Before add math exam.

Jer, Evelyn, Jenni and Yeong Li kept do revision.

But during the exam, I am lost (mean I can't to the paper), I am too "gan jiong" so I forgot everything and just did 2 question, I can't believe what I am doing, after exam i only remember how to do. Then I very sad, went break, back class straight away slept until 5 minutes before  math exam only woke up. Although first monthly test had end but I not happy at all. Because of my add math paper. The only subject I full of confident to get the high score compare with others subject( I have to mention is compare with others subject but not others classmate.) I cried whole night and didn't sleep. I admit I cried in the school too . Shame on myself. But it's really because I too sad, I didn't ever sad for my result and test before. I broke my heart, the only hope of me. I wasted my tuition fees , phone credits( evelyn's phone credits too), and energy. When I told my tuition teacher she very disappointed on me and she said : " you see, I told you don't 'gan jiong' now you had do the big mistake." 

Hate myself!!!

But what to do? It's over, can't resit for the exam, just can blame on myself. Blame on me. 

Blame on me, Blame on me, Blame on me, on me, on me, on me, on ME!!! 

P/S: Thanks eve, ni and yeong li, thank you for concern me.

        Eve, I had read your blog, and saw what you write to me. Thanks.